past century...

it's been a long time i didnt update my blog...coz bsy working n going out v frens....
i just read a novel which wrote abt a guy with a past century memory....he's been living with the pass life memory and he wanna find his past century soulmate in tis century....while he was searching he found a gal and fall in love with her....when everything is going on well untill they almost going to get married suddenly bouce out his past century soulmates which makes him choose to 2 lose the gal tat he love right now....

did every1 choose to live with their past o choose to live with wat they hav rite now...aren't human shud actually appreciate wat they hav?? if me i oso choose to appreciate wat i hav Now....i don noe wat willl happen in future but which i noe is i refuse to b regret if i lost something which is very important to me....just like my family n frens which care me a lot and i'm sure i will care them just the way they treat me...

right now tis moment on9 inside neways..omg....hahahaha...

forever???

could anyone do tat?? someone told me that christian hav a rules which only can be married 1 time oli if divorce thn u got no chance to be married again.....after i heard it i felt sad coz not every1 could ever noe they doing the right decision o not y cant they just been giving for the second chance....
Maybe by the way i say it ppl will feel weird o angry but think probably mayb u will not feeling like tat....tat's y i curious izzit got forever going to happen in this world?? mayb yes mayb no....

Am i thinking too much???
i hope i'm not....

long time....

Long time i didnt meet my genting fren....
Long time didnt sing k....
Long time didnt travel around....
Long time didnt sleep well....
many many long time....haih....

ytday nite cant slp well thought i was having nightmare....
mana tau....actually was having fever.....haihzz.....

omg....any1 hav any idea can help me stop from nightmare....
i just wanna hav a nice slp oli....
i wanna faint liao if keep on like tis....

omg...stomach pain....cant slp well....no appetied....haih....

get away from me....

tis few days cant sleep well coz of night mare.....haih....
which makes me so tired in the morning....
sometimes i wake up just feel like nid some1 at my side....
night mare get away from my life...

omg....4kg....

support...

family business....is hard to get support from them...
anything tat i did is alwiz the wrong 1 eventhough if i am not...
may i noe y....sometimes i just feel like giving up...
i oso hope tat i can be the selfish 1.....
haih...but wat 2 do they r my family....
sometimes i just hope they stand from my view side to c things....
i just don understand y i alwiz nid 2 be the 1 who understand them but not they r the 1 who understand me....

new memory card....

how gd if human brain can delete memory just like computer....
v can select the sweet memory...
n throw away the sad memory....
thn i can alwiz b happy.....
i oli want remember the sweet memory....i just don1 keep on reflash back the sad1....
eventhough everything ady pass 2 years ago....
but my memory just alwiz recall bac...
i doesnt want get back to the past....
sometimes i just feel like wanna leave tis sad place n went to a place which no1 noe me....
start a new life without all the past....

leg cramp....

omg....wake up tis mornin leg cramp untill now...
don noe wat happen oso....
haih....so sad so bad luck....

moody.....

so bad luck...my necklace spoiled while i was taking bath...
haih.....tat necklace i bought last year.....
cant believe it just can spoiled like tat.....haih....

lim family day....

today...all my realtives come n gather in my mama shop...
hehhehe.....so warming when see them all together.....
nxt time wanna do a gathering for them....
miss my nephew n niece.....they are so cute....
run here n there inside the shop....
so happy....i oso hope can bac to the past when i was still a kid....

my routine life...

morning wake up n preapare for work
afternoon work work work
evening oso work work work
nite bac from work , dinner , n on9....


tis is my life.....without any other happening things going on....
it is so boring leh.....
i wanna change it so much.....but how....
hmmm....still figure abt it.....

movie movie movie.....

I wanna watch movie at cinema so much....
i nid update update and update.....
so many movie i wanna watch....

gain weight....

omg....i really fat liao...gain 2kg....oh gosh.....
but i cant control my mouth from stop eating....
i don1 be fat gal....don1 don1 don1...

human being....

how can a human being be so rude to a sales...don telling me just because u hav high education n a lot of money thn u can do watever u like....arent they oso human like u??? They oso hav feelings like u...but which i remember there are rules n regulation in tis world rite??? Did teacher teach u be4 must be nice to other ppl?? Even u hav a lot money n knowledge but u hav a shit atitude which really kind of sad...but wat a sad word is customer is alwiz rite....haih...

Cant change....

We cant change ppl's mind....i learn to be myself and have my own life which i though could be peace forever without any other ppl entering....!! But i was wrong....

crazy nite ever in my LIFE...

my crazy fren from kepong n cheras....tis pic took at ONLY ME restaurant located at genting...


3 of us posing infront of the shop....


at banting Mcd....


inside the car on the way to genting at 1.30am...

my craziest fren ever....

bsy day....

when is my bsy day could b end...
hope it can end faster so tat i could rest....
i nid some rest.....omg.....
i don 1 to exhausted from work....
i don1 don1 don1.....

Farewell Dinner v roommate n sapo....

Din really meet her after form 4....miss her a lot but which she was the 1 who din change much from all the fren from genting tat i noe...the way she talk n the way she act is still the roommate tat i knew when i was form 2 n 3....roommate me n sapo gonna miss u ya....v will collect money n visit u there asap....hehehe.....i think v gonna hav a great time at uk....

Appology o Break up????

Kind of suprise when he gave me this...

A second chance...

A person who did wrong once, he/she is worth it for the second chance. Doesnt mean the same incident happen again she will did the same mistake since she already noe she did wrong last time. Dont you think so we need to choose to trust her and not blaming her before knowing wat is going on....??? Sometimes ppl who alwiz blame her is her family members which will let her give up on wat she is doin now....without trust is hard to make her keep on moving foward on her career....just like me...

Hungry untill eat 7 zai.....omg

Promises....

I hate ppl giving promise but end last they cant do it....so dont ever promise a thing tat u cant 100% do it because it will giv ppl dissapointed and will let ppl don trust u anymore...!!! Nobody want u to promise and please dont promise nothing to ppl...

my favourite pic...sapo,me n yong...

ah BEE

viDEo which make me cry...

Bad him coz he capture his nephew video with my phone it suppose to be a happy video but after i watch it make me cry coz of remind me abt my niece.....i oso hope she can act like other children angry o mayb playing around us...but everything is impossible coz she is not around in our life anymore....i alwiz hope tat her incident is not true...i alwiz hope i wake up in the nxt mornin i still can see her around which not really leaving my family forever....wat make s me regret is i cant be at her side for the last minute before she passed away and even i cant attend her funeral for the last time....but he told me we hav to move on so i was still trying on it...really hope i can get through tis......

Angels n demons...

Hav watch tat movie last sat which disapoint me from wat i expected...hmm...thn i hope tat i got free time to watch 17again it seems nice......omg....both of us bac at 2somethin in the early mornin watchin tat movie which make me so sleepy in the nxt day working....some more on the way bac home got road blocked....oh gosh...but luckly din blocked by the police....ahhahah.....

TireD....

Well....just bac from china and malacca....!!! So tired...but i wanna thanks 2 of my fren when i was down at china, 1 of it is a gal tat is MONSTERKWENMOI n the other 1 is guy but i doesnt want mention his name...he accompany me when i nid people 2 chat!!! But i kind a long time din c him liao since the last time watching movie v him....but v r planning out together again....hehehhe hope v can enjoy the time watching movie again....

LiFe.....

This few months happens so many things which make me realize a things that is 'LIFE' can be ended easily without giv u a hints or enough time for u 2 get ready for some1 tat u care n love which goin2 leave u FOREVER.....My beloved grandma n neese has leave me n my family members....both of them is a very important people in my life....They make my life full of happiness n joyful....Especially my neese is me n my family members hope...i alwiz think in a positive way but after tis 2 things happen make me feel sometimes wat i hope is useless....i alwiz think tis is god giving my family a test 2 get through but v alwiz try 2 do our best for it but oso no help....why god must alwiz giv me n my family a big test which the result end up make my family member sad...is tis a curse tat surounding my family....i don noe i really don noe.....

kNowinG a pErsoN....

Do u think so tat u know a person very well by just knowing him/her for around 3/4 years all that is rubbish and make people feel piss off about it....knowing a person is u need to care abt her/him o about what he/she thinking and so on.....2 noe a person u nid 2 use ur heart 2 treat not using your mouth say only and don ever point tat person if u don noe anything abt him/her well....UNDERSTAND......!!!!!!!

1 hour OFF 2 save the our beloved EARTH.....

OMG......2molo will be a 1 hour OFF day.......!!!! I was THINKING wat can i do in tis 1 hour so tat my time can pass FAST FAST.....i cant slp in tat hour COZ no aircond, no astro , no computer......OMG pls tell me wat can i do in tat 1 hour.......AH.......AH........some more got so many insects n mosquito will AttaCk me.......i wanna cry liao......MIN HO help me......help.......protect me just like u save n protect JANDI........help......help........

I wanna Go korea.....

Ah.......make me really CRAZY......wanna go there so much.....!!! OMG......help me.......help.......i wanna eat KIMCHI n c Lee Min Ho (who act in flower four movie series).....!!! Does he look cute n handsome......hehehheHeehhE

yEah.....

yeAh.....my woRk almost done liao lo....
HeeheEEheh....afTer tat can go shopping n movie liao....

moNstErkWeNmOi......

tIs gaL is mY secondary school classmate which is very close 2 mE.
wHich she is a very nice person 2 every1 no maTTer hoW u treat her.
HeR nAme is MONSTERKWENMOI......HaAhaaAha!!!!